Friday, October 01, 2004
♥ 8:09 PM
Oct 1st (his enlistment day)... A sad day for me... Not sure for him... It was still okie in the late noon when we went in to tekong together... But after reaching there with his parents, we went off to see his Bunk n canteen and alot of places(without him...of coz...) i started to miss him... esp when we spent one hr sitting at e canteen doing nothing... Sitting there in a daze... watching the tinme pass ever so slowly... finally we went to e auditiorium... i didn't get to see or sit beside him... I was trying my best to see where he was... But there's just too much ppl... But nvm... I still manage to catch a glimpse of him when he was taking his oath...
Then it's time for dinner... dinner was fast n quiet... Nobody talk... everybody was concentrating on their food... time pass damn fast this time... too fast.... soon everyone left... And so we had to leave too...
We walk slowly to the terminal... didn't say anything much... there was this sadness in the air... Maybe in mine only... haha... we reach that terminal... he had to leave so do we... we just had a brief goodbye... a hugz for me... And we turn to leave... walking down that super super long stretch of passageway to the ferry... i hate to turn back my head... But my head jus doesn't listen to me... I turned but he was gone... I hate this separation...
10 oct... parents visiting day... i won't have that chance to see him... they only allow 2 visitors... As expected... his parents will be e one going...nher mum didn't even ask if i wanted to go...
16 oct... he's finally able to book out of camp... that will be the day i'm looking forward to... A day of fun with him...
as for now... i only hope he's able to call me today and for the rest of 15 nights... And the only way i get to see him is by looking at the photo on my table...
it's also time to look for a job... maybe time will pass easier and i wont think so much....
*counting down to 16th oct*
