Saturday, August 27, 2005
♥ 7:54 PM
I've got so much to do... Yet I'm here blogging... But I've got no mood to do anyting at all these few days... I'm tired... Sick of everything....
I wonder what do i want in life....Do i expect too much??? Do i think too much??? Do i care too much for my own good??? Do i slack too much??? Do i this...Do i that??? I've got this urge... The strong feeling to fly back during the 2 weeks break..... I wonder what is happening to me.... I should be cooping fine here.... As a matter of fact I am... But why the sudden urge??? Maybe I'm thinking way too much... I should just spend more time on my report....
I'm wondering if I should do my honours... But with my current GPA...(It's damn lousy!!!) I wonder which supervisior will want to take me in... Honours mean another big lump sum flying away.... Another year away from home.... Big decision... i'm still deciding.... Have to make up my mind by mon..... I'm in a dilema...
I'm feeling down... Unsettled... Frustrated... Mind wondering... Too many stuffs are running through my mind now.... I can't do anything..... I don't know what i should do.... Should i this or should i that or should i heck??? I hate the state I'm in now.... Something is wrong.... Very wrong.... But what is wrong???
I'm tired..... I should go rest my eyes... They're hardly opening.... But I've got tonnes of work waving at me... I can't heck them anymore... I better do something now.... Time is running out... Fast.... Real fast......
I don't even know what the shit I'm talking about now..... Heck my entry ppl....... I'm blogging rubbish... Haiz....
