Friday, January 19, 2007
♥ 10:12 PM
I just wanna complain and vent my frustration in this post....
Get lost if it pissed you off.....
I think her son gotten chicken pox...So she took the whole week off...In the end i did portable again... So damn tiring...Pushing the heavy machine up and down and waiting for the freaking long lift everytime makes me mad...Waste of my time...Esp when you look down on your list and see that you got more than 3 non-aircon wards which you haven go to and more waiting in the fax machine in ur dept... What a torture...
Noon was followed by another torturous job....Lung function....I swear i almost die....I was seeing stars after numerous atempts to teach those 2....1 was being extremly gentle....I SAID
"BLOW HARD!!!" and demonstrate countless of times and yet she still gave me
GENTLE blow!!!!!i think she either can't register that into her mind or she's not puting in any effort at all...I think she didnt put in any effort at all..Coz i was doing the test with her all the time and i was blowing hard onto her how can she not feel!!!!!!!
FED UP!!!!! 2nd 1 was no better.. He was stopping and blowing and stopping and blowing.....And i can't choose ANY loop at all!!!!!And the doc who ordered the test always like to test my patience by sending ose more than 65yrs old.... And i'm always the 1 kena-ing them!!!!! I spent like 1hr30mins on 1 patient and that led to calling the next in later!!!!!Lucky the last 1 didnt come or else i'll be OT-ing "happily"!!!!!!!!! Oh ya..abt the 2nd 1....
Damn terrible... I gave him saline and he can become positive...(which is totally impossible...How can 1 be possible when it's jus noraml saline..Unless he allergic to saline...)And i say:
Put in MORE effort...blow HARDER!!! and the loop he gave me is still so damn rounded... So obvious that he didn't put in any effort and yet he claim he did..... Anyway i jus anyhow did in the end.....Coz he's always claiming this loop is better than that....He put in alot of effort liao... He trying his best already... Just bullshit.....
Don't think you being old means whatever you say is right.... Fuck it.....
All these are certainly running my patience low.. Not that i've high tolerance level.. But i'll put up with them as much as i can.... But it's really getting on my nerves.... I was so fed up and angry and sad and frustrated and moody i totally lost my appetite...
Hope tml will be better....But the damn audit is next week!!!!!! And i don't know a single thing!!!!!!! Just hate all this auditing stuff!!!!!! Shd go take MC... Or urgent leave!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!
