Thursday, March 27, 2008
♥ 8:45 PM
Am on leave for this whole week... So happy..... A break from work from everything...My bf says Get a gd rest n recharge... But i think otherwise...maybe the time is almost up...Now i feel that no matter how many days of leave i take or how much rest i get it's like neba enough. I don't know why.. Maybe somethng is very wrong with me.. I need a FULL body checkup...
I can't see the future.. It's like I'm at this crossroad now.. It's really the now or never thing...Shd it be now?? Or really never for me??? But i'm still not taking any actions...How?? I need to make up my mind!!!!! But... There's alot urging me to do it... But there's also some stuff stopping me from advancing...I guess it's really at that split pt of time when you think enough is enough that's the pt of time you'll make up your mind.. Now it's jus stretching itself... it;s not at e max yet... i don;t know when the max it.. Maybe when e band snaps it might be too late for anything...But now i don't feel like it's time yet...I think i'm just ranting nonsense..
Bf is so BUSY!!!! Why are you so BUSY??? WHY WHY WHY?? But it's ok la.. i think after 2 yrs of quarelling..nagging..dotting..It's more or less getting used to it...So i think i'm mastering the getting used to it skills.. Hehe.. He shd be proud of me..I think he is la.. How can he be not right???
The anti virus scan is taking forever to complete!!!!! Since evening I've been running it and till now it's still running!!!!! Faint!!!! I tink i better post this post and let the com rest!!! Maybe it'll scan faster.......
