I see myself growing horizontally... I hate it... i can barely see any waist now... Maybe it didn't even exist in the 1st place... I see the tummy n stomach and the sides..... DAMN!!!!!! it's all bulging at the wrong places!!!!!! I keep telling myself i MUST exercise MORE and eat LESS..... But i'm doing the opposite!!!!! FREAK!!!!!! Hate myself....

I'm tired to the max... Feel like going away.... Relax on a beach away from ppl away from everything.. I need PEACE and QUIET...

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