After so many days i finally left my house!!!!Haha... Went QUT for a swim and now my skin and hair is so dry it can start a bushfire... Haha...(that was started by me and my fren...)

The pool was so cramp too... There's this stroke correction class going on and we're pushed to the 3rd lane... And there was already 2 people in that lane.. One big-size woman and a man... How are we gonna squeeze in?? 4 people in a lane is madness... We're like taking turns to swim... And the corection class instructor is so funny... She didnt even change into her swim wear... She jus stood at e edge and teach... Is that how instructors shd be?? Looks weird to me... And there was this guy in the class swiiming as if he's in a competition... Pia like mad to the other side of the pool.... So funny....Maybe he's a guy so he doesnt wan lose out... Guys got BIG ego!!!!!!!! Oh ya... I was talking about my lane... After a few laps... That woman left... Then the guy got up to go to the toileyt and another woman came down... Now there's 3 in a lane... Still cramp... But we still swam... Two at a time... Then another woman came down... Now tehre's 4 in a lane again.... Then after awhle another woman came down... And there's like 5!!!!! WTH... How to swim???? We got frustrated and left....How to swim with 5 people in a lane..... there isnt space to stand at all!!!!!!

After all the exercising we went to had a real nice diner.... Ya,... Gain back all the fats you just burn away.... Then had ice chocolate!!!! How sinful can that be??? But i think i wont order chocolate again!!!!!!! It's always so milky!!!!!I rather make milo myself..... haiz..

I changed my mind about going out tomorrow again...I should jus stay at home pack my stuff... Then go for a run..(I mean jog!!!!!)

Nitez ppl.....

*4 more days... Where have that excitement gone???*

I dunno what's this song is abt...Isit korean or jap??? Anyway i do like the music... I like how the person sings it... The lyrics sounds gd also... (as if i can understand it!!!!) It sounds nice... It's a sountrack from a tv show called full house i think... My dear sent it to me... I dun even noe what's the show he's talking about... But it's ok!!! I'll be back soon..... But i guess i wont be watching it anyway... Haha...

It's drizzling again... And now a storm is approaching AGAIN!!!! My whole body is aching... Best isn't it??Haha.. Means I;m old liao!yeah... No la... Is due to yesterday VIGOUROUS exercise... See... That's what you get no exercising fr so long... I think i gonna rest today... Just eat n sit n slack all day long... Didnt go city as i plan to do yest.. Think i'll jus go down on fri... Better... Get everyting once n for all... Tml... What shall i do??? I;m not sure... But will be going down indooroopilly on thur... Late noght shopping ma... Hehe..

Oh ya,.. The ang moh leaving above me is so noisy... Think they invited their frens over... They're blasting their speakers away!!!! I wan die liao!!! I LOVE QUIETNESS!!!!! NOT NOISE

I wonder what is wrong with the player... Sometimes it plays... Sometimes it get screwed up.... Watever... Heck it...

I'm really bored... But I love staying at home alone though there's nothing to do... I like the quietness... I like the freedom to do whatever i like... As if I've got illegal things to do... Haha... All i do is walk ard the hse... (my slippers is quite noisy....No one's at home means i wont disturb other people...) On the tv once in awhile to see if there's any nice show (like every 30mins...) Daydream... (That is most of the time...) Cook... (for dinner...) Stare at my laptop...My phone...( To listen to songs n to see if my dear sms me...) I Know they're real boring stuff to you people... But i find it nice... This is my own little space... I simply love it... But i do get bored at some pt of time and wished there's people around to entertain me...

Oh ya... I went running today... And my stamina was TOTALLY GONE!!!!!! Freaking GONE!!!!! I was panting like hell... And i wasn't sweating.... Not that i love sweating... But when you exercise you love that sweating feeling don't you... At least you know you've done some REAL exercise... Shall go run again tomorrow... Let's build up that long lost stamina again... I'm getting weak... I can sense that.. And my neck is hurting... I need a massage... Maybe some acupunture also...

Time to go to bed... My panda eyes are still there... And it's getting worse... I wonder why...

Some ppl are rude! Plain rude... I won't wish to see you again.... Who wishes.... Yucks... RUDE!!!!!

You do have high expectations don't you??? Hope to get what you wished for?? Better luck next time...Oh... I forgot... You've got NO next time...

Oh no... There's a thing known as karma.... I should be more discreet... But the more i think of it.... The more I think You doesn't deserve it....

Havent been blogging....ppl havent been tagging either... Sad... I'm fed up now.. With lotsa stuff.... Basically it still revolve ard the same few people.....Always... They have to do sth to make me go crazy.... Not over them... Who wanna be crazy over em.. I rather be crazy over my dear... Haha.. It's their actions... Characters... Sucky characters with fucked up actions....Life sucks.....

I'm still so tired... I wanted to sleep early... I really do..... But the past week was like WOW... Rushing here and there..... going out... Swimming... Playing game.... From tomorrow onwards till 3rd I gonna be alone at home..... Sounds scary n lonely..... But i guess I'll have to find some stuff to do... Do everything alone.... Might be a good start to train me p if i gonna do honours... Ya ya.. I gonna be alone here if i do that... Anyone wanna accompany me??? Hee...

Come 4th come...I really can't wait till then.... I'm getting impatient... Why does days pass so slow?? WHY!?!?!?!?!?!
Dear have been doing lots of weird shifts.. Poor him.... But that's good also... Then he cant play game and he can entertain me... GOOD!!!!! Hehe...

My dear say I've been drinking alot recently.. No i didn'y k... It's the 2nd time after my exam only ma.... Not alot... Consider that i havent touch wine since this semester start... Haha... I'm getting hot n red now... Hate this feeling... My face is as red as tomato.... Eeeksss...

I feel like going for a run... I;m really getting too fat n lazy.... I think i shd eat less and ex more... I think i haven been exercising since i came back here.... Maybe i shdn;t go out tml.... I shd just stay home n go for a jog.... And get rid of thopse fats..... Not just tomorrow..... Maybe for e next 2 weeks.... Before my family comes....

I'm feeling tired again..... I wonder why.... I need lotsa sleep..... I need YOU too..... Argh...

I really don't understand some people.... What is going through their heads..... It's either their's are stuff with grass or mine is...... But i do believe birds of the same kind flock together.... Sickening.... Do i really care??? I guess i don't.... I don't need them as part of my life... I guess no matter how i trim, cut, fold the edges it wont fit into the jigsaw puzzle of my life.... So let's throw them out and find new pieces.... Some people are meant to fit.. Some are meant just meant to be fiddle with and when they don't fit no matter how you twist and turn jus DISCARD them.....

No no... Don't give me shit... I've had enough....It's time you learn.... If you can't then get lost.... I do not care if I'm labelled the evil witch..... For my conscience is clear.... I can hold my head high.... As for you..... I've got nothing much to say.... No matter what front you put on... People who can see will know you're not what you seems to be..... No point acting so much.... People won't be taken in again....

I'm getting to bored.... I need to find something to do..... Gonna go my fren;s hse to stay.... Make a mess of her place... So i guess u can forget abt packing your room wunly.... We'll still nake it messy... That's our motive.... Haha..

I wanna go..... Run...Swim....Zoo...Seaworld...Harbourtown...Shop....Eat......Watch TV....Sleep.... What an INTERESTING life.....

I didn't do much this few days...... Just rotting aroubd at home...... Going out.... Taking photos..... playing games...... Life is getting bored..... I;ve got photos...... But i'm too lazy to post it up.... I seldom on my laptop tis few days also..... Too busy with games and shopping.... Hhaha..... This is so bad..... Hmmm.... Anyway no one misses me oline......... So it's ok.... Haha....

16 days is a torture... When will it end????? I hate waiting..... I'm getting fat too.... I think it's time i throw all the junk away n do some real exetrcise!!!! I'm so scared i cant squeeze into my pants anymore.... That's so bad...... Just like last sem..... I;ve gain back all e weight i lost...Now i look like a pig.....

I havent had a good night rest ever since my exam end..... I'm still sleeping late!!!! tis is bad too...... More panda eyes.... More pimples..... More fats..... Less energy...... More lethargic.... Haiz...... I'm sprouting nosense now.... i'm too tired..... Nitez.....

I havent been blogging!not tat i'vebeen going out having parties... Just that i havent really sat in front of my laptop after my exam... I;m either staying over at my friend's house or watching tv or playing game... Just so many things to do... Haha...

Wunly gonna be here e whole of this week i think... Ya..I think so... Haha.. We've been sleeping at 2-3am kind... And we're all like pandas now... I'm the worse of them all...Haiz...

Anyway went swimming today.... The pool in my sch sucks big time.... There are so many swimming INSECTS inside!!!!!! Yucks.... I wonder how many i've swallowed... tens?? Maybe hundreds..... EEkksss.... Haha... The water was so cold also... I was pratically shivering inside... And the sun was gone when went into the pool..... I think he doesn't like us....WHY?? We're such cute pretty gals.....(except me of course....)

I cook the YUCKIEST dinner tonight!!!! I wonder why it turn out like shit..... Coz i put too much condense milk and my skills is lousy in the 1st place!!!!! Ya... I admit.... I'm lousy.... So my dear... Don't ask me cook for you... You'll be so digusted with what i cook..... Haha...

20 more days... Tell me you're as excited too..... I wanna see u!!!! Bleah..

Thur was here with a blink of eye... Well actually not... I was suffering for the past few days... And time pass rather slowly yesterday.... And it's literally slow!!!! I'm like straing at the clock and wondering why it's still at the same time.... And I'm counting down to the time wherby i'll finally regain my freedom... Away from books, notes, journals and reports.... They are a chore!!! Trust me....

Today's paper was abit difficult... I saw the 1st qns and i was like.....Did i learn this before... As i flip through the pages during perusal.... I was even more depressed.... Coz i see lotsa things i doesn't know how to ans.... This is so bad you know!!!!! And the worse part is i gave LAME ans!!!!And it's really lame... Even my bf laugh at what i wrote....haiz.... You shall get it when u come!!! Hmphf!!!!

BUT then again... I'm still a happy gal..... I'm waiting for you my family, my dear...Looking so ever forward to that day..... That day whereby i can finally see you all and that day whereby I'll wear the Mortarboard .... Taking photos.... Can't wait for that... So exciting... I've wore it TWICE... Once in kindergarden... And once during my fren's grad... Such a nice feeling.... Only if that's mine grad la.... And of coz for that to happen I MUST pass my exams la.... I hope I can... With that bit of flying colors??? Though I've already given up on my micro.... I know what i wrote on that day..... It was total crap..... It's a miracle that i'll pass.... 65% isn't that easy to pass ok!!!! I've come a long way to reach here and I dun want this to ruin my chance!!!! No way...


Enough of crap.... I think i'm going mad from not enough rest.... Gonna pia 2 movies tml somemore... Time to sleep people..... Good night....

*23 more days!!!! Can't wait till then....*

1 more to go.... Come thur come.... Come to me baby!!!!

But then again... I wish it'll neba come... I never wan to face reality..... I dislike exams..... I dislike having to get back my results and see that i flung them!!! NO NO NO!!!!

Mon exam sucks.... Coz it's in that same room.... Same row that i sat for my last sem paper.... I stil remember i was pratically staring blankly at that paper.... I know i've studied that be4... But nothing would come out frm my shrunken brain... And that's explain the sucky resul i get in e end... It was almost the same for that paper..... i enter.... Feeling abit warm so i dint take out my jacket.... And It's a 3hrs paper.. And so as the time pass by i cold feel my goosebumps standing up..... I lokk ard and i thought i saw all the windows were open.. And when i looked up the ceiling... GUESS WHAT I SAW!!!!!! Bloody helll.... A whole row of aircon ventilator on top of me!!!!!! No wonder i was freezing... I think i sort of digress from the paper.... The paper was more or less the same... I id the past yera paper... But when i sat there doing the real paper i cant seem to remember anything.... So ya.... "Good" grades again this semester......

Let's pray thur paper will be easy... You people will pray for me wont you???

I'm still so tired... I need so much rest... But my notes.... AAAAAHHHH!!!!! Time to buck up!!!! Bye people.....

WHY THE HELL IS THERE SO MANY HOUSEFLIES IN MY ROOM!!!!!! I JUST KILLED ONE THIS MORNING AND NOW THERE'S ANOTHER ONE!!!!!! I'M SO DAMN PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!

GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! I'VE GOT NO TIME TO FINISH!!!!ARGH!!!!!!

Mingzi say i've not been updating... Haha... I did k.... Just that it's like a week ago??? Haha...... No time no time... Exam is here... Finish 1 paper today.... Ya.... On a sat.... And at 8am.... And it's raining heavily!!!!!! Best right.... What a way to start the paper.... By the time i got to the examination i was pratically half wet.... My jeans was wet till e knee.... My arms were wet..... My por bag n key chain was soaked.... My shoes too la.....Not soaked though... Just wet.... I'm feeling so tired now... Only zzz for 2 hrs yesterday.... I woke up thinking of the notes..... Ya... As usual i didnt finish revising.... So i had to wake up early to finish it.... I tot of waking at 530..... End up i woke up at 430..... Cant sleep well with that thing weighing down on me... Haha.....

5 more days..... 2 more papers to go..... Sonn. it'll be over... And i'll bid my farewell to notes, lectures and reports....... Say ur last goodbye to me devil....Muahaha.... I better stop it.... Later i fail my exam the devil will be having that last laugh......

I need a dose of you my dear!!!!!! Make my pain n suffering go away.... I feel like killing myself now......
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