Tuesday, July 17, 2007
♥ 10:45 AM
I was burning with anger on sun...A pervert shot me up my skirt!!!! Damn it...And i did nothing at all...Thinking back now i think i'm such an ass too..I let him go means more girls will fall prey to him!!Argh.. The thought of it just send my blood boiling!!!!!I wished he sees too much of such dirty stuff and go blind!!!! Why didn't i react?? Why did i let him walked away... Actually I wasn't really sure of what happened...
I was at PS and looking through some stuff with carol in some jap shop... I didn't realise there was a guy standing beside me.. Till i tyrn round and saw him beding down with a phone in his hand...I didn't thought much of it till i saw that his camera lens was open!!!! WTF!!!! I mean even if you're calling some1 or sms-ing ppl you won't open the smaera lens right??? I caught sight of it but i didn't know why i didn't react.. Maybe i was too weak..Maybe I'm afraid?? There's too much maybes'... Then when he saw I've caught sight of his camera he put his things down and walked to another area.. Me feeling suspicious told carol about it then she saw that he's holding a HP on his hand.. We didn'y know what to do and so we decided to see whats he up to...ANd he continue loitering ard suspiciously... I guess he knows we're suspecting him..But how can a guy looks at thpse dried flowers kind of stuff.. I don't know how to describe that.. But i hope he knows that we're suspicious and delete away the pic that he took!!!! Fuckard!!!! Argh!!!!!I really hope he get caught someday!!!! It's was wrong of me not to react!!!!1 But i really didn't know what to do!!!!!Argh!!!! So pissed with myself.......He'll rot in hell!!!! Taking pics of gals!!!! Will taht make you HIGH!!!!!!!!1 ASshole!!!!!!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
♥ 11:54 AM
I'm at work..But i've got nothing to do...So decided to blog...Though i think i've been blogging abit too much recently...But i just wanna rant on and on and on...Sorry...
Yesterday i saw a colleague wearing a diamong ring...It's quite big...not huge because I've seen bigger ones... But i do wonder how many carat that is..hehe...I saw it but i chose not to say anything... Then another colleague saw it and commented...
C1:Wow!!! Diamong ring.... So big n shiny... Where you got it from??
C2: M friend bought it for me...
Me: (being KPO) Which store you buy at???
Another colleague (C3) came in and heard our conversation...
C3: Got certificate anot???
Me and C1 was like huh??/ Got cert 1 ah???
C2 & C3: Go la...The cert got rank the diamonds till G leh...
Me and C1:Really???? Didn't know that...
Me: C3..Mon wear your diamond ring la.You buy liao really gonna put at home???
C3: I scared later e dobutamine stain my diamong and the white gold leh... Will heart pain leh...
Then i forgot how we went back to the cert thing and...
C2: got cert la...Mon we bring and compare...
C3: Aiya...got cert good la...dun need compare 1...
C1: My husband buy the ring for me no cert 1..Haha..MAybe is fake...
Me: Maybe buy from those roadside stall ah...
C1 laughing hysterically...
Diamond is a girl best friend.... I wish I've got a huge carat of diamond ring too.. But that will have to depend on my bf/future husband to give me 1... I wont buy a diamond ring by myself...I always told my mama not to buy a diamong ring by herself...Must ask my dad to buy for her...oz it's a guy's job to buy diamong ring for the gal...Hehe.. But i don't think my dad ever buy 1 diamong ring for my mama..Haha..Anyway my mum also doesn't wear rings except when she goes for wedding dinner...
I wonder if me owning a huge giangtic diamong ring dream will come true... Maybe I'll end up buying it myself..haha..But then again I don't think i'll have the $$$!!!! My colleague told me her ring cost $4000 plus leh!!!!!! I don't think i'll starve myself for mths just to buy that 'worthless stone'... That's me... Haha...
Thursday, July 12, 2007
♥ 9:32 AM
Was thinking through a few stuff recently... Suddenly everything that seems so real that time seems to be premediated... It left me confused... Should i just think about the bad and forget about the good??? But then you just can dismiss all the stuff hat was done by just listing a few good things?? Because the more I ponder the more i think it's weird... Would someone really do that???A person that you trust and believe?? But then again it may be just a trap laid by you for a long time...Maybe you just can't take the temptation??? Too much maybes'... I heard an explaination from you...But that answer just doesn't seem believable...You seem to have a motive...I know that's bad of me...Think about how bad people are.. But that's the truth... Or maybe i just feel insecure...I used to truast ppl too much and ended being betrayed...But now it's time to grow up and believe only in YOURSELF...
There are too many people in the world who put on a mask everyday...I don't deny putting on a mask.. I can only be myself in front of my family and close friends.. I once thought everyone should be treated the same....But i never knew that one should learn to protect themselves too... I let down that shield when i thought you were my friend.. But thinking back about the stuff you did.. leaving me guilt-ridden..Maybe what he say was right...You have a purpose... There's still a rift between us now...People say that time will heal.. But for us..I don't think it'll...I wont allow that again also...
All the above are jus some nonsenscial ranting.. Just heck it...
Suddenly i feel so tired with work...Reent happenings makes that 'I DISLIKE WORK' feeling comes back to me once again... I thought I've long forgotten thatfeeling.. But it's back to haunt me again... Too much have happen... Am i destined to be a med tech for life???
I HOPE NOT...I always wanted to venture out to something else..But what's that somthing else??? I'm looking for that ans too.. Should i go back to my books?? Or should i give up all that I've learnt and look for a new job?? It's hard to start all over again... And I'm not young either...Sometimes i wonder what shit have i stepped on... Why is the same things happening again??? I hate myself sometimes...
I hope this and next week pass fast...A break will be gd for the mind and soul... I might be refresh after my break.. I might be missing work after the break.. I might.. I might...
Thursday, July 05, 2007
♥ 10:23 PM
It's been such along time since I last blog. Almost a month... Nothing much to blog about. But some rotten bastard spoilt my day today...
He was the 1st pt of my day and he had to be the 1 to ruin my day for me too...Arrogant...Demanding... Difficult.. Rude...Ridiculous..I admit i myself fall into that category sometimes... But he was too much.... I've nothing against old people...But some old people are really too much...Just becaue they've live longer than us eans that they know it all??? I know you've done the procedure before... ( I can hear you from far away saying deep breath in..blow blow blow...That's the rm that we do that..) I asked for your name...I called you uncle for like 3times... But did you ever give me that bit of attention... When you came into the rm you'e just looking around... I don't know what you're looking for... When i finaly raise my voice abit more to caught your attention you brushed me off by saying why can't i look at the label... I'm jus following the rules set by the hospital.... What's so hard with telling me your name?? What if there were so many pts outside and they've handed you the wrong form??? Of course..All these are rules for us to follow..Not for you pople who come to us...
Patients have the right... So what about the right of the technicians??? What if patients refused to cooperate?? Why is there a rule to protect the patients but not us??? The only thing i noe is sexual harassment... Does verbal abuse count??? So what if i complain to my boss?? Will you people look into the matter???
Anyway back to him... I brief you on what you've to do and yet you gave me that nonchalant face...I tried my best to be as professional as i can..But your attitude was like splashing a pail of cold water on me.... I told you to folow my instruction.. Was it that difficult?? Was i speaking in some foreign languange that sounded alien to you??? Why desn't you jus follow??? Why isit after every 2 blow you'll get up the seat and say we're done... can i go off??? where are you rushing off to??? You still have to wait to see the doc?? So why the hurry?? You told me you doesn't want to do it... In the 1st place you knew what the test was all about... If you;'re realy not that interested don't come...tell the doc you've done it before and you see no pt in coming rather than come and give that heck care attitude!!!!!
I told him i've to give him ventolin to see e post result and he just say don;t need... Why isit so troublesome... That's part of the test for godsake!!!!! By this time it's realy getting on my nerves...You're not interested just say you don't want to do anymore...I wont force you..Why be a hypocrite??? I hate that face of yours...Next up..I explain to you on how to inhale the ventolin...Did you pay me that little bit of attention?? You CUT me off RUDELY..You TOLD me to cut short everything and just proceed...Next thing you say what am i suppose to do??? I contain my anger and tried explaining only to be CUT off RUDELY again and TOLD to proceed..AND You TOLD me to stop being so naggy.. Fine..And in the end you just can't do what i asked you to do.Coz you simply doesn't want to listen AT ALL!!!!!!!
Next up...The post...I asked you to blow abit longer...You gave me a blow that wasn't using much force..When i asked you to blow harder and longer... You stand up and walked out saying it's enough...I say you haven't even finish the test yet...I just wanted you to blow abit more harder and longer.. You SHOUTED back that you've got no more breath...How are you going to blow hard...Since i think I'm that power then show you how I blow... You can tell that Iwon't even have the strength...That was it.. It just hit me right there in the spot... Those viscious words...I kept my cool...I told you to just try your best..Give me a few more loops and you an go see your doc... Since your'e already here you wont want go see the doc now since you don't have e reoprt.. The doc will still ask you back...I can see you realy "TRIED YOUR BEST" to give me your "BEST" blows... Because it was totally diasterous...
If it was your motive to anger me and make me weep... Well done...Your mision is accomplish...All that you've done the moment you step into my room was crushing my enthusiasm...The last straw was questioning my professionalism...Since you've the strength to shout at me why can't you use that bitof strength to give me gd blows??
Anyway i saw my colleague's comment... Does not follow instruction... Not keen for test.... I should have told you to just go see the doc the moment ou started splashing me with cold water... Then my confidence won't be crushed...
Anyway I've labelled you an old fucked up bastard.. Maybe bastard still sounds too gd for you...Anyone got any other better suggestions???
Enough of sad stories... Went to watched Die hard 4.0 after work today (To my 'skinny' sis[she calls me 'fat' sis'], There's die hard 1,2 and 3.You wn't get it wrong..Haha...) It was nice and simple considering I've never watched any die hard series before..Haha.. Bruce Willis is old yet still so manly...Wow..Haha..Lotsa actions.. I like.Keeps me awake....Next up is my Transformers!!!!!!! I've been anting to watch it but it've always been in the selling fast status...Argh...
