I'm finally back.... The weather in perth is so funny.... It shd be summer now yet it's feels like winter.... It's quite sunny in the day But when the wind comes it's cold......Brrr..... Still remember my bro's convocation day.... We went to take photos early in the morning..... The weather was quite chilly.... Which evenryone find it good..... Coz you wont have to sweat like a pig while taking photos.... But it was so cold when the wind blows... When night time came...(My bro's convocation is at night....Cool right??? Got fireworks somemore.....) It was even worse... I almost die.. I was wearing a skirt n sleeveless black blouse..... I had to wear my jacket..... But i was shivering throughout the whole cermony... Cold Cold COLD!!! Plus we're all hungry.... The thing started at 6 and ended at 9sth.... I shall post e pics when I'm not feeling so lazy....

He's coming back in 11days time..... Can't wait till then!!!!! You've been gone for almost a mth.... I'm going mad missing you.....




I've a running nose.... It's leaking for days.... It won't stop no matter what i do... Maybe i shd take some flu medicine tonight.

I'm still feeling tired... My sis is out...I'll be leaving tml.... Then it'll be 2 more weeks before i finally get to see him again!!!!

When i'm back i wanna watch Final destination 3....

Lotsa ppl are asking me to do admin and HR work... But do i really like those jobs??? I don't know... I'll worry abt it when i get back..... If by then there is still no news i guess I'll just haf to do it..... Hope to get some news from somewhere....But why isit taking so long..... Hmmm...

I like the cover of my storybook..... It's red in color..... With a beach as the background..... I never like red in my life...But i just find it nice on the book.....

I'm falling sick.... isit a curse to fall sick before going perth??? 2 yrs ago also the same thing happen... I fell sick on the day i reached perth.... Almost die there..... Sore throat..... Fever... Cough... Pls don't let the same thing happen again..... NNNNNNoOOOOOO!!!!

I'm hungry too.... Haven had a full meal since i woke up...

*Waiting for tonight*

i haven blog for abt a week..... Nothing much to blog abt also.....

Just that my grandpa is hospitalize..... he's fine now... Will be discharged on tue.....

Went borders and got a book..... Quinn Brother's....... A romance story.... I can't take non fiction book... I'll throw it aside after reading the 1st page.... But i'm keen on getting the real memoirs of the geisha...... Since i got that Times voucher.... Will go get it... Maybe after i finish the book....

I caught brokeback mountain.... It's a nice show... I dun mind watching it again...Next up is pink panther.... maybe tml.... We shall see..... I'm awaiting for final destination.... It's like lords of the rings.... You catch e 1st 2 episode.... How can you not catch e 3rd..... Heard from my friend this part is more gruesome.... I love gruesome stuff.... Suits me....

Time is passing so slowly....I've got so much stuff to do tomorrow..... I'm feeling so tired recently.... Not having enough sleep..... But still I wanted to wait for him.....But he's getting frm bad to worse.... I can't take it anymore.... I'm breaking apart......

When will you be back??? 3 more weeks.... 2 more weekends.... Days w/o you feel so dull.....

yada yada yada..... That's what i heard..... Lotsa of yada yada yada.... Fill in whatever you like for the yada yada yada part..... People are so imaginative and creative..... See a couple quarrelling on the street and they can try to imitate them them by mouthing their words.... Those working in the media company can comes up with lotsa ideas for a show.... People like me who got neither imagination nor creativity so we just sit and listen to other ppl's contributions...And carry out their instructions...

I was browsing through my almost 2 years worth of previous posts.... Though I havent been writing much.... But it contains memories of Me graduating from poly then going to brisbane to leading a boring life for the past one year..... Both good and bad memories..... Failing my test.... waking up early for lectures... Panicking during exam period....Cooking yucky food.... Taking lotsa photos (never so many in my whole life..~100+ photos per photo session)....The late night shoppings.... But those shall only always remain as memories.... We can only look forward..... The past is only to remind you of what we've done worng and learn from your mistakes and NOT make the same mistakes in future again......But i seem to be making the same mistakes non stop.....Maybe I've not learnt my lesson WELL...

Some people tell you this some ppl tell you that..... Who is wrong who is right??? Do you have the right to judge??? From the start you already doesn't have a good impression of them..... And peoples' gossiping makes it worse.... And so you judge people according to what other people say.... Everyone make this same mistake..... Do not deny... I admit i do make the same mistakes..... Did we ever give a chance to the victims??? No... We just outcast them... because our minds are all being corrupted.... If only humans' brains are like computers' hard drive... When it's corrupted You remove it and put in a new one.... But it's human brain we're talking about here.... How to change as and when we like so we can only let it get more and more corrupted to a point of no repair.... But some victims do get their chance of readdressing their wrongs...And by spread of mouth other people tends to accept them once again.... But who are those few lucky one??? Peoples' mouth are the start of evil... One GOOD single sentence and when passed down the line you find that it get more and more distorted...(people of course put in their own view as they pass the sentence along) By the time it gets to the last person the meaning of the 1st sentence have changed drastically..... And peoples' ears LOVE to hear nice stuff about themselves ONLY and of course gossips about other people la.....That's why there bound to people who say you're totally rotten when you're perfectly good....

Friends too... Let say A dislike B and YOU are A's good friend.....You don't really know B... And since A dislike B..He/She will input nasty stuff abt he/she to YOU... And YOU as a friend of course choose to believe your good friend.... A is your good friend... Of Course whatever he/she says is right.... But have YOU actually given B a chance?? To get to know him/her to see if he/she is really like what A says??? We don't..... We just judge that particular someone by What other people say...And the nasty stuff does not stop between you 2... You spread them to your other friends as well..... And so in the end everyone gets a bad impression of B.....Everyone will be both the victim and accused at some point of time....That's what makes the world more interesting doesn't it??? W/o gossips Life wont be so colorful anymore.....But gossips kills sometimes...They rob you of alot of things.....

Another thing... I think carol mention in her post before.... Lets say A, B, C and D are good friends... But A doesnt really like C. D doesnt really like B.. A and B are closer friends while C and D are closer friends.... But they all mix together... They do not show their dislike for each other openly.... Only discuss it secretly....But they can still mingle around like they're so happy with others' company while they backstab u like hell behind your back.... "i dislike her style"..."i dun like her acting"..."she's so stupid"... "she's a bitch"... I used she coz gals like to do that more often than guys.... Haha....I've experience it before....I'm sure alot of other ppl do also....It's no surprise....If i deny then I'm lying....Why do friends backstab each other??? I wonder... Are they jealous of each others' achievements??? Like C is more clever... A is prettier..... B is more generous.... D has wide social circle...And so they're all jealous of each other in secret..... I'm sure even if the 2 most best friends also have their own jealousy for each other... Even if for the weirdest stuff.... Don't try to deny....Hmmm......

Wonder why i wrote such a long post on these stuff.... I guess it's all a girls' thing ba.... Gossip...Jealousy.... Backstabbing....(I seldom see guys do these..... Tell me if you know of any......)

It's time to grow up and think hard...Judge not with your heart but your mind.....Enough of fooling around.....Time to get serious....

This may or may not be my last post....We'll see as times goes... But I'll still reply to tags....It's another form of communicating......*winks*

Watched constant gardener today... Very politics kind of show.... Abit too draggy n slow.... So fidgety in my seat...Im looking forward to the next show outing.... Hope we still have the time.....

I wanna watch Casanova...Pink Panther..The Fog...The constant gardener... Zoolander... Final destination 3...Munich...Rumour Has it...AND most importantly Brokeback mountain!!!!!! It's R21.... And it won quite a number of awards!!!!! SO i MUST go catch it..... But it's sneaking now.... I can't wait for him to pei me watch....... Why are there so many nice movies in FEBURARY??? Argh.... But carol... I know you also want to watch most of the movies i mention..... Ok.... Maybe 2... So we go watch together la.... Hehe...

Next time before you say something think about what you've done first...OF course you can say about how bad other ppl is while making yourself out to be like an angel..... But remember this: You know what you've done.. So what if you've fooled the whole world???So what if you've gain enough friends??? Those friends are just like you... Every single one..... No wonder they say birds of the same flock together... The more you wish to hide the more easily you're being busted..... More likely Hiding due to a guilty consciencous... No use hiding.... Why not dig a hole and hide inside??? Not a bad idea....

My biggest regret in life is trusting and treating you as a friend.....Do i need you as a friend?? No i don't.... I don't need you to survive....You'll get your just deserts.... F****** ***** Thanks for letting me know the real you.... We're quits now.... Don't bothering mentioning this person anymore... anyway YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD IN MY EYES....ROT IN HELL....

He's really enjoying life there... There's aircon, dvd player, tv,astro channel(I think so...), kitchen and living room... He says it's like a 3 room flat.haha... So nice.... But he says the wireless there sucks... He had a hard time trying to come oline now...He says that beczuse alot of ppl is using the network and he cant surf other stuff..... Can only talk n msn....Tats good... My motive..... Wahahahaha....

It's getting so warm again.....Sweating at home... But when the wind starts blowing.... All the windows at home just keeps banging... So strong...No wonder my window was spoilt once.... My sis say it almost drop off and she've to hold it there while my dad try to fix it back..... That was when they're about to come to aust to find me...... Hehe....I think it's a matter of time before it goes crazy again.....

I wanna watch so much movies!!!!!But He's not ard to pei me..... So i've to disturb my friends.... Hehe... Or watch alone???? No la... Shop alone still ok.... watch moie alone.... I'm not used to it.... Eh.... I forgot.... I used to watch movie alone in aust.... So what's the big deal now????? I'm too dependant on him la......

I MISS HIM BADLY!!!!!! He'll be in brunei tomorrow for a month.... Poor boy..... But he's not gonna climb any mountain tis time round..... So not that poor thing.....

Wayched I not stupid too today.... A nice show.... Very funny.... It's definitely better than the 1st one i think.... It really reflect our life back in secondary school..... Nice memories.... The parents are excatly how nowadays parents are acting now.....

He got me a wallet.... Because i compain to him my old one is smelly!!! It's really smelly!!!! Like those kind of leather stuff very long never soak up some sunlight liao!!!! I'm not gonna use it now..... Wait till he's back..... I know what to get for him..... But I'm not saying it..... Lest he gets to know of it....

Take care and bon voyage!!!!!

What haf i been doing during CNY???

On the 1st day of course is go grandpa hse la(paternal).... And get the most ang pow there!!! Coz all the relatives will gather there... We kids will be the happiest man..... All the married couples pocket burnt..... My dear was there also... And the whole world was asking if i going back for studies.....(thanks to my dad.... Coz he told the whole world i may be doing honours....)So boring.... Then went over to HIS grandma hse.... Luckily he drove if not i think i'll complain in those heels of mine.... I still have difficulty walking in them.... Next stop is HIS grandpa place..... The journey there was horrendous!!!! (coz 4 of us[with his 2 sis] were squeezing behind the back seat...and me being so fat took up all e space and we're all grumbling non stop....) Last stop.... My grandma place... Dinner is always there.... Can't remember what she cooked but it's always those few dishes that ppl have on CNY....

2nd day: I stayed at home..... slept till 10 sth i guess... Then my aunts and uncles with their hyperactive kids came our hse...(that's the normal routine also...) the kids were toking loudly non stop.... But their ultimate motive was to go to the playground below my blk.... And so they went and the hse quieten down by abit before the drinking session begin.... Then the noise starts again.... They left and i went ray hse... I didn't know there was so many ppl at his hse!!!! If not i wont go... Sat there alone and nearly turn into a fossil!!!! 'Force' my dad to fetch me home to change before going to my grandma hse again.... mahjong session that nitez..... 1st time my aunts wanted to play mahjong!!MIRACLe... But i lost all my (MONOPOLY) money!!!!!haha... That's how bad I am!!

3rd day: My parents went to their friend's hse... while i went out with HIM.... Wanted to watch match point but it changed to selling fast when it was ALMOST my turn!!!!So angry!!!! Hmph!!! in then end rotted ard marina Square till 5 sth...... I couldn't take it anymore!!!!sitting there not doing anythinG!!!! Anyway he was going to sing KTV with his friends so i went home for dinner....

4th day: My mum's friend came.... Entertained them for awhile before i went into the room to wtach my TV show./.... i', a Tv adict man!!! Haha... Didn't go out!!!!! Coz he doesn't want to go out with me... He says he's on a space mission.... Idiot!!!

5th day: Rotting at home as usual!!! Thinking of whether to go TM anot... I wanted to get sth for him before he leave for Brunei on mon..... But i doesn't know what to get!!! Argh!!!! He's not meeting me again!!!!!!! But he says he off on FRI... So he shall be MINE tml!!!!!! Do NOT ask him out!!!!!!!

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