Sunday, January 28, 2007
♥ 1:13 PM
Terrible week is finally over...Next week i gonna be trainee again...Life's gd to be a trainee...Haha...But then that means you cant slack and surf the net as you like...Hehe...But it's ok...Learn new things then earn more $$$...Come $$$ come...
My shoulder is aching now..And i dunno why..I think i twist a muscle or tendon or watever.....It've got that tight feeling...Maybe abit of yoga might help???
Yet to get my CNY clothing...Doesn't know what to get also...Feel like getting a dress...So i doesn't need fuss abt the top or the bottom...But a decent n nice dress isn't easy to find...And not all sorts of clothes will fi my barrel size body....haha..I need at least a XL???
My nose is still stuck stuck STUCK!!!!! I can't breathe..And my nose is dropping off from my continous blowing.... I don't know why my illness just doesn't recover...It comes back once in a while to haunt me...My Baby's illness not yet recover too...Maybe we got e same virulent virus...Sickening.......My immune system certainly is low low LOW!!!!!! Although i work in a hspital...My colleague said some time ago..Maybe you ain't fated to work in the hospital...Immune system no gd...Fall sick till now haven recover...Maybe time to change job to become a cleaner...
Went to the BF hse yest and i had to chase after 506 on the road..Lucky the driver was nice and stop for me when he see me waving like mad across the street...Hehe..if not i'll have to wait for 30mins...Boo...When i reach Mr BF was jus getting into his lift to come to the busstp to fetch me..It was raining and i didnt have any umbrella..And He's well known for taking his own sweet time!!!! Always making me wait huh....Was shivering frm the cold wind and splashing of the wind...HAd lunch at westmall..Then went to his hse watch tv tilli alomst fell asleep...Couldn't take it went to his rm to become a pig.... Then when i woke up Mr BF say: At 1 pt of time you totally knock out...Coz your arms was sprawled on the bed and you're breathing heavily and your mouth is slightly open as if you got difficulty breathing...Haha... "Thanks for telling me that ah... You know my nose is so stuck and if i don't open my mouth to breathe i think i'll just die... And i was sleeping for 3hrs plus...Waking and sleeping...Hehe...Too tired plus noting for me to do..He's studying so all i can do is zzz..I didnt even read the storybooks i brought to his hse...Too tired... I remembered knee-ing him..coz he was studying on the bed and snatching the blanket with me..And i was already so cold...So i keep Knee-ing him and he keep pushing my knee away till i think he got fed up and went to the table to study...Wahaha...Then i could have e whole bed to myself ma...I still love his pillow...Anyway we're always snatching that pillow...Coz it's so firm and nice to lie on...Go buy another 1 la....
Friday, January 19, 2007
♥ 10:12 PM
I just wanna complain and vent my frustration in this post....
Get lost if it pissed you off.....
I think her son gotten chicken pox...So she took the whole week off...In the end i did portable again... So damn tiring...Pushing the heavy machine up and down and waiting for the freaking long lift everytime makes me mad...Waste of my time...Esp when you look down on your list and see that you got more than 3 non-aircon wards which you haven go to and more waiting in the fax machine in ur dept... What a torture...
Noon was followed by another torturous job....Lung function....I swear i almost die....I was seeing stars after numerous atempts to teach those 2....1 was being extremly gentle....I SAID
"BLOW HARD!!!" and demonstrate countless of times and yet she still gave me
GENTLE blow!!!!!i think she either can't register that into her mind or she's not puting in any effort at all...I think she didnt put in any effort at all..Coz i was doing the test with her all the time and i was blowing hard onto her how can she not feel!!!!!!!
FED UP!!!!! 2nd 1 was no better.. He was stopping and blowing and stopping and blowing.....And i can't choose ANY loop at all!!!!!And the doc who ordered the test always like to test my patience by sending ose more than 65yrs old.... And i'm always the 1 kena-ing them!!!!! I spent like 1hr30mins on 1 patient and that led to calling the next in later!!!!!Lucky the last 1 didnt come or else i'll be OT-ing "happily"!!!!!!!!! Oh ya..abt the 2nd 1....
Damn terrible... I gave him saline and he can become positive...(which is totally impossible...How can 1 be possible when it's jus noraml saline..Unless he allergic to saline...)And i say:
Put in MORE effort...blow HARDER!!! and the loop he gave me is still so damn rounded... So obvious that he didn't put in any effort and yet he claim he did..... Anyway i jus anyhow did in the end.....Coz he's always claiming this loop is better than that....He put in alot of effort liao... He trying his best already... Just bullshit.....
Don't think you being old means whatever you say is right.... Fuck it.....
All these are certainly running my patience low.. Not that i've high tolerance level.. But i'll put up with them as much as i can.... But it's really getting on my nerves.... I was so fed up and angry and sad and frustrated and moody i totally lost my appetite...
Hope tml will be better....But the damn audit is next week!!!!!! And i don't know a single thing!!!!!!! Just hate all this auditing stuff!!!!!! Shd go take MC... Or urgent leave!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
♥ 9:29 PM
Pls come back....I don not wan do portable anymore...My heels are in pain...I can't even walk properly now...And the ward nurses are idiotic!!!!! 1 more 1 more!!!! Do yourself la...Waste my time...Then it's all so stuffy and hot when i close the curtains...I'll suffocate inside..And i kena so many non-aircon wards tis noon...Amost faint...Stinks like hell after that..Went shopping ans was itching all over...Can't stand it!!!!! The machine shd have a scanner loh..Waste my time typing the IC no....
almost every1 is sick in my dept...Every1 is either coughing non stop or having flu...Everyone is taking MC....Then the roster names will all change and the juniors will be assign to do shitty job...That's what we juniors are for....
I haven't even read up on lung function yet!!!!So dead!!!!!How to do test this way....Haiz..I'm so lazy...But i can't stand reading such a tattered and torn paper...Argh...
Mr bf is looking for new phones...He's so into N71...Which i don't think i've seen be4..Haha...Now he gonna pester his dad to buy 02...Coz there is none others that caught his eye.... So fussy....I saw this sony ericsson flip phone which i think is not bad..But the front cover is shiny kind then all the fingerprints will be printed there..Then it'll look ugly...So i decided to stick to my k750i instead......
I wanna buy my pillow...But Mr BF is still trying to find his brand of pillow for me..Though he desn't even noe what brand his pillow is..*Faint*
It's time to get back to my yoga regime....I need to rid that super large pound of fats ard my waist!!!!! It's growing by inches everyday... So sad...I need to lose weight!!!!!! i feel like going running....But work drain me of all my energy...I'm so tired everyday after work...How to drag myself to run.. Maybe I shd wake up earlier every morning to run wif my parents..That means i've to wake up at 545???? That maddness...I think i shall remain lazy instead..haha...
How to stop pimples from popping out!!!!!!!!! I'm so angry with the pimples......The like to pop out at the same place over and over again!!!!!!!!I think my face is VERY dirty!!!!!!! Coz of all the germs and bacteria in the hospital!!!!! Blame on everything else except me..I think i shall drink more water (I drink alot of water everyday..Definitely more than 8cups...) and zzz early...(I zzz at ard 11..Consider early anot??)
My eyes are closing liao...And it's only 2145...But today have ben a long day...I need my rest...I'm still itching all over though i've bath...Idiotic...
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
♥ 9:59 PM
I'm dying soon....The flu is back to haunt me!!!!!I seriously feel the raw skin on my nose...I think e nose gonna drop off soon....The phelgm refuse to come out....Resulting in coughand sore throat....Then i guess i don't have enuff zzz and leads to headache...Ever since i started working there i've been falling sick...It doesn't use to be so frequent....Now it just doesn't recover.... GREAT........
I'm on leave for the whole week....Yeah....Coz i'm painting my hse!!!!! Of coz i'm not the 1 painting....But it's done already.. Just 3 days and they've completed their job..So fast.... And the hse look absoutely fantastic....Haha.....But then i realise all e bedrooms looks more or less the same....I wonder why.....But the hse still stinks....By tml shd be fine....
My bro's away for reservice...Haha...He's so fat...He need to get his butt moving...Hope to see a slimmer him in 2 weeks time...But he took the car with him...Fed up....I don not have a car to move ard!!!!!
I havent been to yoga this week..Keep pushing it back back back....Coz mon headache..Today paint finish hse..Need clear up...All excuses i know...I think i;m getting lazy once again.. AND i realise me and carol got no dancing cells in our body...We went for some bollywood dance last week and we're so stiff like wooden planks and we can neba catch up with the moves...So i guess we're giving up on dance class...haha...I still like combat and hot though...
I've finish my stuff to gib to baby... Haha...Took me a night but weeks to get the things ready...I'm lazy...He's lazier...But poor him is very sick too...I guess i pass him the virus..He've been very very sick for 2 weeks???? And is still very sick.. But i wanna see him so much...Met up today but wasn't feeing very happy abt it....Haiz...
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
♥ 9:49 PM
I LOVE YOU !!!
Thanks for everything that you've done for me... Muacks...
