I shd have known better.. But i guess i was living in a self denial world... I tried picturing the best for everything... But the truth is far more than what i imagine... I think i shd wake up from my dream and face the cold vicious world..... I've been enjoying too much in my comfort zone. It's time to get down to work... Thanks for letting me know.... (I guess no 1 will know what shit I'm talking abt.... But it's ok...It's not meant to be understood..)

I'm eating non stop EVERYDAY!!!! I feel that i'm getting more and more obese!!! I cant stand myself.... I ate till i got chest pain.... Stomach pain and breathing difficulty.... I must be mad to torture myself this way... I also dunno why i ate non stop....I must be mad.... After eating i feel so guilty!!!!! I didnt exercise!!! I feel the layer of fats accumulating ard my waist... My love handle is getting way too big till i cant see my feet!!!! I'm hating my body!!!! I need more exercise and yoga!!!!! I'm a pig!!!!!

CIBTH is on leave this week!!!!! So glad!!!!!! EVERYONE IS GLAD!!!!! So carefree so stress free!!!!!


I'm tired.. VERY tired... but I'm going on my holiday soon!!!! So glad and excited...

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