What have i been up to recently?? Nothing much..Just lotsa movies and going out and doing weird stuff....Money spent like water flowing out the tap....

But i still wanna shop...There's so many things i wanna buy...Shirts...Skirts...Shoes...I need $$$....

Something is so not right...I think the main problem is me...Haiz.....

There's so many nice show coming out...I wanna watch barnyard and monster house...I've alreay promise to watch with him...If not he gonna get angry...Petty guy...haha...

Wanna get a new MP3....Anyone wanna get me that for my x'mas present??

I'm quite sick of that place actually...Not my work...Just that particular place...I just keep thinking how unlucky i am...Always having the acute cases...Feeling all jittery and all...I'm almost going mad....Stressed up....Should i tell them or continue and train up my tolerance???Haiz....This is getting so bad....I hate it..Acute make me think of that incident....Makes me low and demoralised.....haiz...Today was a long day up there...I didn't even have time to breathe.....

Going for buffet tml...Dunno meet wat time and where....It's always like tat...Haiz....

I haven seen him for like a week....He's busy with sch stuff and me all sressed up with work...But he's stressed up with studies also....Poor boy....How i wish i could be of help somewhere...But I'm stupid....All i could give you is moral support....We can pull through these together......

I'm seeing stars now....I guess I'm too tired.......Ciaoz...

Feeling so tired recently...I've been having nightmares....Lotsa them...even since i went up...I think I'm over stressed.....Is my stress level so low??I don't think so...I think i expect topo much from myself....Resulting in all these shit....

Lotsa things happen...But i don't feel like blogging it at all...

Watched tonnes of movies with lotsa different ppl these few days....Going mad abt movies again....But it does help me forget abt my work for that moment....

Should i go pray??I think i shd...My luck is getting from bad to worse...I think i shd heed the nurse advice.....Go bath in flowers and go pray....

I feel fucked up!!!! Argh!!!!!!

Tuesday was the worst day in my whole life...1st time i ever experience this kind of thing....All i coild do was just sit there and stare....How i wish i could be of some help.....But i guess even if I'm in there i'll be more of a hinderence....Haiz....Quite moody for the whole day....Lotsa collegues tried being nice to me....So i appear to be happy in front of them and went ahead with them to watch the fire works that night....But my mind was replaying that scene over and over again whenever I'm walking alone or when everyone is quite....

The week ended finally.....But more dreaded roster next week...I gonna drown in my own sweat again.....I gonna pray for the best when i go up....i gonna be a trainer again...I can't remeber how to do the thing also...I haven done it alone since i was trained...Shit.....

Went Ktv yest...Was fun....We shd have this kind of gathering once a week...All work and no play makes 1 more and more stupid...

I told carol parents who only have 1 son is super protective over their son and treat their son's gf as a threat...At this rate their son can be a monk....

We finally found the USB to upload my photos yest...But i think we woke up the whole of carol's family during that process....MAybe her family thought their hse was being broken into....

I'm tired....So so so very tired....I wanna zzz NOW!!!!!

I just dislike someone...How can she be so rude??? Claiming that we're not listening when they were so busy making comments here and there when other ppl are talking???How do they expect ppl to get the stuff into the head???

I've got yet another THICK book to read.....I can feel my head swelling now... Shit....

I've gone up to the place i dread today due to a sudden change of roaster....I was still feeling rather lethargic and listless when i walked into the place today until i saw my name under that particular place i almost die of fright....But it wasn't as scary as they told me....But the worst have yet to come.....

He's at camp now.....School camp...And i miss him alot....But does he miss me???Maybe he's in the arms of other pretty gals.....

I've been having diarrhea for don't know how many days....I wonder what is wrong..I just got well not long ago after i went genting and now it's back to haunt me....

My hp is going crazy...The middle button cant seem to sense that i'm pressing it...I shd repair it....But No time no time.....

Desperate hsewives last episode today....Wanna catch it....Though i miss like million series liao...

I feel so tired....I don't know why.....

I almost drown in my own sweat at work today.... That's terrible.... How can it get so terrible....I was beding up and down...Switching between chi,minimal malay and eng.... That's so terrible.... I wanna learn malay....But I seem to have endless things to do.... Haiz...

My collegue asked me just now how i find this job.....I said i dunno.... I've got no basics...Just OJT...Things are hard for me...I'll still perservere....Though at times it gets abit too much...I hope to survive there for some time before i proceed with other plans...But i've got no idea what i like or is interested in...What's my interest????

My mum tried squeezing out the 'pimple' on my back jus now and i was screaming as if i was a pig being slaughter....Haiz...Damn pain....But i doesn't want wake up early to go see doc tml!!!!I wan lotsa rest!!!!!

I just watched paris hilton's stars are blind MTV.... Seems like a mini porn video to me... Just kisses, cuddles, carass...And those same dance moves....Look like some cheap production.... And the red swim suit she's wearing barely cover her breasts....

My eyes are closing now...But my fren refuse to let me zzz.... I can't take it anymore!!!!

i'VE been blogging for 3 consecutive days... Ppl must be so excited to see me having so many complaints again!!!! Yeah!!!!!

Complain Queen is back!!!!AT least i get to vent some anger..

Sometimes I'm too stubborn for my own good....Haiz....That's what a taurus will always be....Hot tempered and super duper stubborn....He knows it well....

Post are written randomly...They do not flow at all....Some doesn't even make sense...PArdon me...

1)I think those rich guys are damn fucking fucked up... They think the whole world owe them something just becoz they own that bit more filthy money.... Demanding this and that... I feel like punching him across the face..If I'm quitting the next day maybe I'll ask him to fucked off...(Pardon my F*** word here...I'm so pissed...) Everyone must bootlick them.... They belittle ppl to boost their damn macro size ego...It makes them feel better this way....Spoil my day!!!! Fucking get out of this world...Bastard.... (Shit color for them...)

2)Collegues are getting abit crazy.... They're so into msn..friendster and skype... What is the world coming to???

3)I lost all my info on my laptop!!!!! I'm so shit now... I thought I back them up in e disks.....But they turn out to be empty.... That's great....

4)I'm planning for next yr annual leave.... Abit kiasu I know but I don't have e choice.... If I don't plan now I won't get e leave I wan...

5)I'm going to somewhere I dread next week...I can feel the stress buliding up in me....I haven been studying... I do not know what is going on...I've heard scary stories... I feel like crying now.....

6)I've got work tml....I shd be sleeping now...But i just dun feel like going to bed....No wonder my panda eyes are getting worse.... Looking like a zombie....

7)I see myself getting fatter... I want to exercise....But I lack the motivation....BUT I'll start next week... This I promise myself......

8)I feel like buying some clothes...But the short getaway leave me broke....I need to wait till the next pay day....Or maybe alot more pay days before I recoup my losses...And have some balance left in the acc before I start my shopping spree again..

9)I went for cakes at robertson walk yesterday...It's so yummlicious!!!! You just want to keep popping them into your mouth... I wan more of it...Hear me my dear???

10)There's a bump on my back....I'm not sure what it is.. Should i go see a doc??Maybe it's a cyst??Tumour?? I'm crazy now....

11)Backache acting up... I need acupunture... But I'm so lazy to go..Let's wait awhile longer..

12)Had the cheezy pizza just now.... Not bad..... Actually I had that in genting.... It taste e same in both places...Haha....

13)I like my collegue's son... So cute.... Today he finally say hello and gd bye to me... Ssssoooo CccUuuuTtttEeeee..... Muacks..... All my collegues' kids are ard the same age... So cute.... All so young.... I sound as if I'm very old..Indeed I am....

14)I'm no longer a trainee at some places.....I'm happy to do things myself.... You're the boss now!!!!Muahahahaha.....

15)I wanna wear my dress.....But I've got no places to wear to.... I wanna be vain for a day.....

16)I hope for more public holidays to come.... Now I'll learn to appreciate them...

17)Enough for the night.....Tomorrow's a busy day.... Night earthly.....

ooohhh...I'm finally back to update abt my boring life.... Actually it's not that boring for this period of time that I'm away...Sounds as if I go on along holiday like tat which in actual fact is I'm a lazy gal.... And my laptp was failing on me plus i was busy watching tv....

Let's see what interesting things I've to say....

1)I taught my cousin lotsa bad things... But i think she thought of those ideas too..... So I'm still a gd gal... I WISH YOU AL THE BEST FOR THIS R/S!!!!!!! Date me out when u free though....

2) I went on a short trip.... Not really shot la....6 Days considered short anot???? 1st to genting then to bintan with my friends... Do not assume I'm super rich.... Coz the bintan trip was super duper cheap.... My fren frm NS booked it at a special rate...Genting wasn't too ex. Rooms at RM171 for 2nights....Shared by 5 ppl....How cheap is that??? But the MOST impt things is of coz e fun that we had there... Though someone wated his life away in the casino in genting....
I went with 3 sec sch fens and HIM and we had the MOST FUN at Bintan..... Went for spa...Swim..Jet ski...Go Kart...Laser Quest...AND the MOST ridiculous and crazy Truth or DAre.....Lotsa of secrets were spilled..Lotsa daring acts were done... But we promised not to get angry and shall remain as friends.... Details will not be disclosed......Muahahahha....

3)Work is getting fun... I'm finally e trainer... But I'm still lousy la.... But i'm getting panaroid and worried and scared of next week.... I'm ot prepared to goto that place yet....In fact I don't think i wanna go... I'veheard of all sorts of stories... I'm getting cold feet....

4)I like disturing my sis.... Was playing the "merry go round"(Using our hands) yest and she pulled my ring finger hard.... Stupid gal....

5)Someone is head over heels in love.... She shd know who she is if she's reading this blog...
I wish YOU AND HIM ALL THE BEST K!!!!1 We're all waiting for you to get married 1st!!!!!

6)I finally opened another bank acc after much lazing ard..... Miracle i could get my ass down early in the morning.....

7)There's extended banking hrs at UOB and i JUST realised that yesterday....

8)I haven't been studying at all..... This is bad news..... I can smell the exam coming soon.... But I'm simply too tired or too lazy....

9)My laptop went crazy and i've to trouble him to take it down to the service center only to be told tat formatting the thing SHOULD be able to solve the prob..

10) I formatted the laptop yest and i think i forgot to instal some of the things back.... Now it can't read chi... I'm sad.... Waiting for him to help me solve the prob.(I shd have listen to him to wait for him to come down to help me solve the prob..)

11)I've got photos to post up but that shall be done when i get back my charger or when I'm too free or when I'm super energetic....

I shall end here....Do not miss me too much...

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