Thursday, December 28, 2006
♥ 8:38 PM
The internet service is down at my workplace and I'm getting so damn bored at work...Actually not just me la...Alot of ppl are... Coz when patients don;t turn up basically there is nothing to do!!!!! And so all we do now is walk ard...gather in small grps talk and gossips.....i seriously dun feel like going for work tml...So damn sick and tired....I just wanna zzz the whole day away esp in a weather like tis....hide myself in the blanket and zzz...
It's raining non stop everyday!!!!!!! I'm seriously turning mouldly!!!!!!! I feel so cold everyday....My hands and feets are like ice loh!!!!! It's turning numb!!!!!
I haven't been going for yoga for over a week....Coz last week I'm too sick...Coughing non stop...this week is I;m simply too lazy....I'm turning way too fat!!!!! I need to get back to exercise!!!!!
That idiot is playing warcraft everyday!!!!!!I can't stand it!!!!!! I wonder what's so fun with that game!!!!Damn irritated with him.....Gonna ignore him!!!!! Once he's engross with his game he forgets abt his gf!!!!!! Sucks!!!!!
The yr gonna end....This might be e last post....I might move site....I might change skin...All's not cfm yet...We shall see...As you all know Im super lazy...Hehe...
My colleague ask if we wanna go to her hse for mini MJ session cum countdown session tis sun...She say there's gonna be fireworks too..But that idiot haven reply me anything yet since tis noon!!!!! (That explains why I;m so fed up!!!!I think he shd throw his antique phone away!!!!!Always claiming he reply me when i dun recieve any of his replies....)
I'm super tired and sleepy....I'm going to bed soon...But shd i go for yoga tml??? Too lazy...we see how tml...But i miss my combat...
Lastly...
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY JILL!!!!!!! ( I know you're in aust...enjoy urself!!)
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
♥ 10:28 PM
What's with tis face???
Nicest Colleagues...
Cath lab nurses...Surprise to see a guy nurse???
My colleague dressed up as a fairy... (She's the only 1 who dressed up to the theme in my dept...)
The 2 guys are the cardio docs...
They always make my day....
Me and baby after D&D...
To end it off....
I love you...life will be a bitch w/o you... Muacks...
Saturday, December 16, 2006
♥ 10:25 PM
To read or notto read is up to YOU..
The heart feels tight because of my cough or isit because of you??? The cough is worsening....This is like the 2nd time i'm sick within 1 mth and is bloody cough again....Everytime i try to sleep...I'll spend most of the time lying in bed coughing my lungs out...WTH....Maybe i got TB or some shit...I need to stop this coughing shit!!!!! If not i'm totally derive of my SLEEP!!!! And i guess at this rate my illness won't get any better....
As i type the herat feel even tighter....I feel my face hot and flushed...I feel all the blood rushing to the head.... Is it me or you??? Maybe is me...But why does the heart and mind keeps telling me it's you??? it shd be you then... I thought nothing stands between us.... I thought we're soulmates... I thought we've no secrets... But all was crushed by what you said yesterday... Now i realise it's all my naive thinking all along.... I seriously believe everything you said....I was VERY happy whenever you siad that... But now i realise it's not that way.... It was all along a 1-sided thing.... The herat continues to sink and ache and tighten... Maybe i can heal myself by pushing all the blame to me....Maybe i shd do that.... I can't even breathe properly now......
Your doubts in me ar as worthy as the desolate vaccum in space.... What a nice description of what trust...family means to me...I guess it means nothing to me now....Do not tell me nothing bad is happening....Tell me what you doing instead....
Evrythime something like this happens you leave me all alone....Don't you understand a gal at all??? You've to pacify her even if it's her wrong...(Though i do not think it's mone now...) I've told you that countless of times.But i guess you neba get anything i said into your head....You've to be flexible when it comes to deaing with your gf...You do not get strong headed with her...It'll do you no good....I never knew what you're doing...when you're out...What is everything....Guessing and waiting is what i've been give...tears flowing as the thing is being typed....Hope you know the feeling of being told "You do not need to know...Just know that it's sth you promise ppl you cant say and you won't say...." I'm not a praparrazi.... Thanks...
Tomorrow is my D&D...Should be feeling quite happy and excited...But yet i don't understand why I'm not..I was yearning for you to see all the beautifully done up me..But i guess there won't be a chance...Photos will still be taken..You'll still see it if things goes well again....
