Thursday, March 30, 2006
♥ 2:20 PM
Lotsa of random updates!!
He asked me to meet him in jurong to go skating.. When we reached there noboby was in the rink....And it turned out that they closed at 3pm ON THAT PARTICULAR DAY ONLY!!!!!!! What good luck we've got...
He doesn't allow me to exercise for the next 3 weeks...He thinks I gonna hurt myself coz i doesn't know where my hands and legs are... I'm always getting bruises.... (actually is him always ACCIDENTALLY elbow-ing or knee-ing me...) He's so worried about me yesterday.... That he came along to find me when i went out with my friends...He's simply too sweet!!! Muacks... See you on Fri....
He says My head is only 500grams... feels light like a balloon.... Coz he says there is nothing in it but air....(How dare he...) But i say his is filled with grass..... Like scarecrow.....
3 weeks from now he says he gonna bring me skating.. But 3 weeks is still so long ago.... I doubt he'll remember his promise.... I rather look forward to where he'll bring me tomorrow...
My sis was eating dinner one day when she suddenly looked up and saw her's and mine reflection in the mirror.... She commented: I've got a heart shape face... (and mumuring) You've got a elongated face.... (I not only have an elongated face... I've got a big fat face!!!!!) Wahahahah....
My sis got into TP... Don't ask me what course.... Some really long name.... Shd be sth to do with engineering or telecommunication?? Ask her...
She bought lunch back for us today.... Which is a total miracle...But i cooked maggie mee for her.... So i'm still a nice sis....
KTV yest.... Happy happy... Haven being to KTV since dunno when.... They were happily singing away... My phone was busy ringing away...(Where r YOU??? Why still dun wan come back??? How late liao??? Faster come back!!!)
The weather is so weird.... I think the day after tomorrow is coming real soon....This moment you see the sun..Next you get heavy rain..... This is total maddness.....
I wanna get a bag and new swimwear... Mine is getting so loose... I'm scared it'll drop out when i climb out of the water.....
I've decided to use this new tagboard.... Coz i can put up smilies.. I love smilies...... Tag ppl tag!!! But i think nobody reads my blog..... Pathetic.....
I've lotsa pics to post.... Shall upload now...
He like me in specs
His stupid face
See how much he love my bag
Fat elongated face
He looks cute.... Just like a kid
Dinner at Menotti
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
♥ 11:30 PM
Didn't update for a long time.... But there is nothing interesting about my life.... Just that He's back and I'm real happy... After so long.... It feels like when i was in Aust for 4mths and i came back in June.... So happy to see each other.. Haha...But then he told me some news that i dislike.... He say he might need to go back there again!!!!! WTH?!?!?!?! Nvm.. Hope it's not true... Though 99.9% chance of him going again liao.....
We invented a new game.... It;s so fun.... We were playing it at TCC in city link.... i htink everyone is looking... But we just can't stop.... It's too fun.. And we were laughing non stop.... Thinking of ways to hit each other....Nice BF he is..... We've got more games coming up right???
Caught a few nice movies....Not gonna say much about them... You know some ppl are just so stingy! They doesn't go watch those movies (saying they got no time no $$$ NO this no that....)Which are all basically bullshit la!!! (Coz next thing u see them shopping buying lotsa stuff....or KTV or play lan or arcade or watever....) and they expect to tell them e story so that they get to know what is being screened... Fat Hope!!!!
Life's good...I'm good..... He is good....We're happy...
Almost everyone is happy...(Not everybody is happy in this whole world...) I'm talking nonsense now..... (must be due to the headache....)
Thursday, March 09, 2006
♥ 10:51 PM
Oh my god.....I just found a place infested by pests..... Nasty pests... Yucks...... You won't want hear about them.... It'll make your hair stand.... Too much of those yucky creatures..... I'll puke upon seeing them.... I think you ppl will..... I think that is their home..... More and more will join and build nests there... I tink it's a gone place... I pity the people living/wandering ard that area.... Those pests will scare them to death.... Yucks....*hairs all standing, ready to puke*
(Do you think i really want that stuff??? Haha... You're so stupid.... Who will want that.... I've got my eyes on other stuff.....More precious stuff.... I'm not gonna tell you.... Figure it out yourself....)There is sth i wanna do....Or rather we wanna do.... Let's hope we get to do that......
Transamerica.....When carol when???
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
♥ 9:30 PM
I'm so into SHE new song(I'm not sure if it's new la...) Yi Yan Wan Nian... I dun think i can post chi word.. ( I tried for countless of times... It neba works...) So try to make it out urself......
I'm missing you more each day.... I hope for friday to come soon.... For e 1 month and 5days that you're gone i only heard your voice once.... Miss your voice so much!!!! But we gonna spend fri together.... Nice dinner.... Good chat... Hold hands.... Few hugz.... Few kisses.... Ooohhh.... How i miss all that... You still owe me lotsa nice meals.... Muacks!!!!
"If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn."
Saturday, March 04, 2006
♥ 4:50 PM
Oh.. There is sth i forget to blog abt yest.... Something funny...
Yesterday i went NTUC with my parents to buy some grocery.... Then as they went to pay for the stuff my bro asked me to go get some ice cream..... And so i went...Then I saw that they're already making their payment.... So i ran all e way to the cashier and a guy was pushing his pram in front of me..... And he was walking real slow... looking at mag alone e way.... As that was the only route i could get to the cashier i said excuse me quite loudly as he stop to look at the condoms.... My god.... I feel so bad and funny that i almost laugh out loud!!!!! He was jus about to take up one of those pack and asked him to let me pass... In the end he had to push his pram with his baby inside out of the supermarket...... I feel so guilty....Maybe the way i say it here aren't funny at all.... But it really is funny if you saw the way me and that guy act... Haha.....
Friday, March 03, 2006
♥ 9:52 PM
There is so much i wanna say.... So much so much......Where shd i start from??? I really dunno....
There is so much so much going through my mind.....
I learnt alot about myself from him...He told me alot of things which I never knew...He tell me where i goes wrong...And what i should not do... No... There is absoutely nothing wrong between us.... We're still very happy together......Anyway here's what I'm gonna say.....
*Red represents what people who dislike me will think/say...I get misunderstood easily.... I don't know why....
(You should know why!!!! Coz you sucks big time!!!!)Maybe it's becoz of my attitude or my character...
(Good that you know... I totally hate your attitude.... Thinking that you're so great and so power....Fuck you....)I admit i do not haf the best attitude or character in the whole wide world...(Nobody will ever haf that..) I admit i do get defensive when i feel that you're trying to hurt me..... But who doesn't protect themselves??? I fight back when I feel that you're too much... But everyone has a limit... You ppl may think my limit is just that little bit... But i can tell you that's juat a miss conception...My limit may not be that much but it aren't that little too
....(Aiya....You are just a petty bitch... small little things also can get angry...Always saying sarcastic stuff about ppl... What's so great about you... Just a brat living off your dad!!!!)Girls just dislike me....(maybe some guys too...) I don't know why....
(Of coz you know....Come on ...Stop saying you don;t know la!!!!! Act act act!!!! I just HATE you!!!)I can swear that once i think you're my friend i sincerely treat you as one...I know ppl out there who dislike me will certainly disagree.... But since you already dislike me I'm sure you wont agree with me saying I'm really nice to you before you people start disliking me for god knows what reason..... Since sec 1 I've went through betrayal and backstabbing from people i think are my friends??? Why?? I never know.... I don't forget.... But i do forgive.... I really do..... Coz i believe people will change.... However betraying and backstabbing doesn't stop..... They just get worse... And they come from all the friends around you.... That really hurts
...(Serve you right!!!! You also bachstab ppl what.. Don't make till as if you're a saint.... And that you don't backstab n betray your friends.. Bitch...Get a life la!!!! I hope you doesnt get any true friends!!!!You forgive and forget??? I doubt so ah!!!!)I'm really nice to them.... (I'm not trying to gain sympathy....I just hope to be enlighten on why people or so alled friends do such things....) I offered to ask my dad to drive them to the mrt or bus stop or home if it's along the way.... They took up such offers readily and happily... But once behind you... They start saying you're a rich spoilt pampered brat... What a nice way to repay your kindness isn't it???
(Are you sure??? people also neba say want take your dad's car.... IS you ownself want ask your dad to fetch us one what!!!! You're just trying to showoff loh... So what if your dad got car??? You're just so pampered loh....cannpt ownself take train or bus home meh??? Your dad work so hard liao dun want let him rest.... Unfilial child!!!!)I wonder what is wrong with asking my dad to drive me home when he is just ard the area and he's also going home??? It's not like he's already at home and i ask to come out again just to fetch me home....I admit I'm dependant on my parents.. Esp my dad...I rely on him alot... Coz he's really is the
BEST dad in this whole wide world..... So what if i doesn't work during school holidays??? Evryone assume I'm pampered and that I doesn't want to work... But no..... I really want to try working.... (lotsa ppl must b disagreeing now...I can see them sniggering....)
(How you know we'll disagree..... You sure do know us well ah.... Just admit you are pampered and lazy la...Stop puching all the blame to your dad loh......) But my dad doesn't allow.... He's worried that i'll neglect my studies....Just like how he FIRMLY disallow me to join NPCC during my sec sch days..... Everone thinks I'm rich just because i can afford to change HP....But that's because my dad get a $500 voucher for his phone plan.....I doesn't need to pay much for the new phone that i get......(
You're just rich loh... Dad always gib u $$$... Can buy whatever you want.... Rich brat who doesn't know how hard earn this $$$ is.....so stop giving bloody excuse la... Just admit you're RICH!!! Bitch..)I'm stubborn...I know that... If i really want sth... I'll want it my way... Maybe that kind of attitude angers ppl... But i do give in and turn a blind eye to things at time.. In fact...Too many things.... Things i shouldn't give in to i did
...(No no no...You're just trying to make yourself seem nice...You selfish bitch...Always thinking that you're right.....) It's not like i've to win everytime....I only try to win everytime when i'm with him..... He agrees that i treat my friend nicer than how i treat him.....(Alot NICER.....)
(You always bully your bf... Treat him like shit.. Petty and bad tempered... Doesn't know why you 2 are still together) I know ppl who dislike me think I'm a lazy bum who slacks around... ask my dad for $$$... Doesn't do anything at all...You people doesn't have to tell me... I can sense it....some just spread to my ears... All i can do is pretend that i know non of these.... Pathetic right??? What a stupid fool i am....
(Good that you know you're a fool and is so pathetic.... Grow up and get a life and a job la.... For goodness sake... You not sianz of slacking ard so much meh???? I think you really beyond cure liao!!!!every holiday also slack... Now got degree liao still slack.... Such a wastrel...I pity your parents... Have to feed you.... So old liao dunno how to earn your own keep and feed urself..... Totally pathetic!!!!) But all these are stuff they seen or hear.... I guess i doen't need to explain to them why I'm slacking around during holidays..... Why I'm not looking for a job....Why I doesn't need to earn my keep... Why i can be so lazy.... blah blah blah.....(The list is never ending la....)Since all of them have such bad impression of me.... To them.... I'm just a spoilt pampered brat
...(ya ya... You indeed is!!!!!)I wonder do these people whom i call friends really treat me as one or jus a stupid fool whom they could made full use of
...(are you sure ou treat us as friends in the 1st place??? I don;t think so loh.... You did so many unforgivable and horrible stuff and you say you treat us as friends... I say you're the one making full use of us ah!!!!!) He says I'm too silly and too giving at times....I believe in giving it all for a friendship.... Coz i believe that a friendship is for life.... But i get hurt time and again....Maybe it's time to really let go..... He say:"Your life doesn't revolve around them... you can still lead my own life what... Why care about what other ppl say??? As long as i know and your gd friends know that you're not like that can liao loh... Why bother about those trival ppl???And make your life so miserable???" Quite true... I lead my own life... I don't need this kind of backstabbing friends.... I can live happier w/o them...But it still hurts when you know and think about what they've done
....( Ya ya... You can live alone till you die... You'll be so happy then.... Coz you'll be basically living in your own world.....I really do pity ose whom you all true friends..... I think you aren't nice to them also.... Maybe it's your own wilful thinking.... Maybe they hate you too... I certainly hope they do.... You aren't a great friend to being with!!!!)Ignorance can be a bliss sometimes.....
