Tuesday, October 24, 2006
♥ 5:01 PM
I finally have the mood to blog...Aren't you ppl
happy???
Past few weeks were terrible..It was e lowest pt of my life...But it's all the cause of my doing...I feel so guilty...But how do i express that guiltness??? I tried ways and means to make up for it...Act like a clown...Do stupid and ridiculous things till i just snapped...That was all too much when whatever I've done is not reprocriated...But that snapping incident made us stronger... At least we're finally back to normal...I've finally found back that long lost feeling.....We'll stay strong, won't we?? Anyway I'm back to my cheerful self...No longer in denial...No longer suffering from depression..(I'm not really suffering from that la...Just that i've to put on different mask everyday...Sickening...)I've sign up for yoga classes...Hope it does strengthen my back and lessen the pain..Been to a few lesson and i'm finally able to appreciate it...It does all the stretches and stuff...I pushes you to the maximum also.....I like...Was hoping to go for hot yoga at least once a week...Great way for losing weight i think...D&D coming...Must lose some weight and fats FAST!!!!! And I've been a lazy gal today!!!!!I wanted to go for yoga early in the morning but i laze in bed till it was too late..So i guess i MUST go tml...Haha..This yr D&D theme is fantasy!!!!! So stuoid right??D&D i thought is dressed up till drop dead gorgeous can liao..But didn;t know CGH like to have themed D&D.. Doesn't know what to dress up as...Carol was saying antasy makes her think of kinky sexy nurse outfit...I told her she's mad...Later all the cheeko pek heart attack...Need defib ah...Haha... Then 1 of my colleague was saying dress as pink panter coz she dosent have any dress of what...So she'll wear out purple scrub suit...And she's trying to pysco us to do that...MAd also...Haha...1 Of them say dress as power puff gals..then i show that sianz diao face and say y not dress as sailor moon gals better...We shall see how when the date draws nearer...I've finally taken my basic ECG test...And i Passed!!!!Wahahaha...Shd open champgne... But i studies hard for that ok!!!!Then my supervisor asked me to pass the book i photocopy to another new colleague...Coz the proginal book is too tattered and torn...The moment you see that book you doesnt want read at all...She shd jus buy 1 new 1 or photocopy a copy herself and put inside the library!!!! Haiz..Supervisor..Lazy man..Just click and click on the mouse...I finally know why my boss click on stop on the mouse...Coz she doesnt use the keyboard...That day she was printing some appraisal thing for me and she wanted to print frm pages 1-10..all she need was type in the pages she wan..In the end i saw her clicking away on the arrows till the page she want..I almost faint.....I bought this seventeen mag coz it features dresses inside..Then there is this blue dress i quite like...But i seldom wear dresses and i've no reason to wear them also...Wear till so nice also no 1 appreciate...Sianz...But then dresses are so irresistable...If i earn abit more i might just buy...Now i've to think twice,,maybe thrice,,,maybe more...The dress shd be in the color of this font..I bought lotsa stuff the past week...Bras...Shoes...My py is almost gone..I tink is gone...Lucky it's end of the mth...That means my pay have already come in or it's on it's way liao...Pay increment this oct..But mine will be pro-rated..And the increment is pathetic...Haiz...I haven been eating with my family lately...Feel so bad..But I'm either going out wif frens or going yoga...I must make some time for them..If not they'll nag non-stop at me...There's alot more things i wanna get...yoga pants...clothes...bag...elizabeth arden green tea fragrance...n alot more..haha..Pls drop me some more $$$!!!!I'll gladly appreciate that....Shall continue another day..I can't focus now..COz i wanna go watch tv...
